while i was working in the garden, i was working out a lot of bad energy. just letting it sweat out. thinking about the conversation my friend, marti, and i had yesterday about people prophetizing about the state of food, posting pics of dinner, and then spending their nights watching four hours of television. it got me riled up. then i was too short with hendrix and felt bad about my mommy abilities. then he made this face.
then i realized that i needed to calm the eff down. i may not of gotten the news i wanted yesterday, but it was still good news. i have a good life. for god's sake, i get to spend the morning in the garden while my kid plays in the sprinkler. i get to have a garden. period. i get to. there are a lot of things and people that annoy me. (people who take themselves too seriously, the food network, and mommy judgement/guilt being some of the things) but in the end they probably do because i see something that i don't like about myself in them. so that being said. (i know i'm brilliant, aren't i? also, i am a slow learner with a sarcasm problem) i'm going to have a banana smoothie and i am going to cheer back up. i'll be back soon with cucumber strategies, silver shoes, and what people with new babies really need.
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